rough day, asked when i was going back to africa, had to talk about the living situation…..again….. still don’t have my best friend back work missed out on my cousins wedding because im too broke to fly home. one of those days where you just kind of want to say fuck it life, you win.
being with them together, HURTS. alot.
i don’t think its knowing how great you will be to her. Its knowing that when you have a crappy day she gets to be the one that makes you feel better,she gets to be the one that hears about your worries and fears and i am just here watching the whole thing…
Why is it that everyone always says, love, because it’s worth it. Right now i can’t honestly say that “Love”, is worth it. and really whose to honestly say what love actually is. In any sense, not just relationships. I feel like i love people but when i do it ends up blowing up in my face and i am hurt and burned again. Two days worth of tears to honestly say i don’t...
This may have been the longest, most draining day of my life thus far, in every possible way.